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Untitled
by
Wolfgang
Born charmed of blood and birth a new being enters the cold
unforgiving world. Protected by its parents and the forces that
be a long journey awaits. Lucid and comprehending by age two,
this new life has a thirst for knowledge and experience. Upon
his future no mark is made and no destiny written, what path
will this innocent take. With coming of age comes the rituals
of mankind and the forced experience of a foreign existence.
Not quite human but, neither animal a balance must be struck.
The inner yearnings of aggressive passion and wild longing hold
this child in their grasp. Yet his upbringing tells him no, his
nature whispers yes. To leave this mortal coil the most blissful
thought to comfort a confused and misunderstood youth, he wishes
for death. Cold and clammy the icy fingers claw his back, but
release is not to be given. What primal baying stirs in his soul
what act of consecration must he perform. Nightmares haunt him
constantly with unknown meaning and purpose. Power is the answer,
passion the answer. Through his dreams he learns the way. Projecting
his life force around him others bend to his will. Every day
a pitiful existence with fleeting glimpses of contentment. How
to escape this hell? No one knows the answers to his questions,
and there is no God that will talk. An experience in pain and
direction his salvation. Calling on the primordial forces contained
within he finds a door. In his mind, heavily barred and surrounded
in mist. A mortal conquest to open it does not come easily, but
eventually does come. Now he steps inside, the realm of the dreaming,
nightmares and fantasy, from what source does this beautiful
essence pervade his consciousness. a creature not unlike himself
but free from the bounds of humanity, chained to his soul by
forged bondage. He must set him free. Finally a man and a possessor
of knowledge he solves the puzzle. The beast behind his eyes
is loose and low to anything that stands in its way. Rage and
fury subsided the realization is made, the power was always within,
and the answers to all his questions. He only had to find what
mankind lost, beat, kicked aside and discarded. Done for their
morality they did this, losing their elemental creative force
they are damned. Over jubilant with ecstasy he springs forth
never to be the same again, but to always be different and at
odds with all complacency. A beast among men? A god among others?
A devil and deviant? A being onto myself. Birthright by faith
and powerful ancestors. Charmed by blood, unto passion. The powers
that be smile upon him and he gives thanks. This is his story.
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